Random Talk

Being single sucks, Sometimes it fine.

You know, when your all alone, get home you feel you have nothing to do. It feels great! But sitting alone, no one with you. the apartment quiet like a freaking desert. It sucks, yeah it does! I got sick of the internet. I got sick of Youtube, sick of having no friends to be honest!

Yeah when I was back home I always wanted to have my own place and that kinda stuff, but now I understand the difference. It’s fun to have some one around every once and a while, or all the time.

No, I’m not thinking of dating …. then get my girlfriend to live with me.

Marrige has been on my mind since along time, I know it a great responsibility and that kinda stuff. But I guess it’s something I have to put on the side for now.

Sometimes, you get that feeling. the feeling of something missing. You think about, but you see that no material can fill that hole. So you think it over and over and over again, but you never find that brick wall which will stop you. You wonder and wonder but your still lost in that dead desert where no light exist. Even though you think about it in a logical way, but you still end up without a answer. its like saying that 0+0=1. So you think where does that 1 come from!

Then you think if that 1 really exists. 1 would only exist if X was in the equation. So where is the X? This stays an unanswered question I guess.

All of my class thinks that I’m in my late 20s while I’m still way younger than that. Even the instructors think I’m in my late 20s! It’s terrifying, Trust me it is. I have no idea why I look that old!

Now my smoking issue. So after deep thinking. Spring Break would be a great chance to quit smoking. I’m under tremendous stress right now because of the school!

I have lots to say and lots of things to post about but time runs out so quickly, and you can’t seem to fit everything. So maybe on Spring Break I’ll write some more

~ by Linus on February 27, 2008.