No name

Things have changed very much the past few months. I’ve reached the border of insanity, and it seems that I can’t reach what I always wanted to acomplish. I do have dreams and ambtions of making something out of my self, but I’ve been laking that thing that would push me even harder in to starting the things that I always wanted to do.

Crossroads

Right now I’m in the middle of the biggest mess ever. If I take the road that I would take it would serve me good. but here is the issue, the road I want to take doesn’t want me. While the other roads are more than happy to take me in.

I’m frustrated.

Who am I?

I’m sad, I’m depressed. I wonder where she is, and all is a box that hold the voice of her lover. 

i search and wonder, and all i can find is darkness of the night. 

you were my moonlight when i walked the night.

and my sun when i heard of the light.  

i’m blinded by the abyss i have found my self in. 

the four walls speak of passion for you. 

my tong has fallen in to a well of wine 

and my heart had shattered as a piece of glass. 

forgive my ignorance, as i am a loveless foolish child. 

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Side note: 

I’m aware this isnt well written, but this explains my feelings at the moment. I wrote this in 5 minutes so if you dont like it, thank you. and have a good night

He’s ALIVE!

Surprisingly I’m still alive. Yes I am. Lately I’ve been extremely loaded with tons of home works and quizzes. I barely have time to just sit and write something I can post. Here is the break down, Weekdays are always on campus. Weekends, studying, hanging out with friends and that close person to my heart.

Although all of this has been happening I did have the time to read and increase my knowledge in many fields! It’s kind of funny when I meet someone for the first time and we just talk about the most random stuff, problem is they end up thinking I’m in my late 20’s or even 30’s! lol

I guess that’s all I have to say for now. I just miss blogging, it always calmed me down and made me put my thoughts in a organized way.

I’ll be posting later on! Adious for now!

I hate exams

I’m so Hating exams right now…. I need a break… Kuwait
Here I
Come..

Back On Track

For the past several months as you’ve seen I haven’t been posting much. I realized that I lost my path with everything! And lately I’ve seen the effects, because I was barely eating any healthy foods I was getting sick easily. I wasn’t eating any vegetables nor fruits. And that had devastating effects on me.

Other than that I was tired all day. I stopped doing the things I was doing after I got my “social life”, Basically isolating my self again.  I like it this way, i don’t have to worry about anything, I have more time to spend reading, studying, and just sit and think!

Since I’m back to blogging again. I would like to start a fresh start and work on that domain thingy that I wanted.

I may not post everyday or every week, but it’s always nice to have a place to just vent and write about random events!